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It's a shallow diary.

I have a girl on my chest.


She may not remember me.
I have met her only twice.



When I met her for the first time, I suprised at her eyes's beauty.
I lost my eyes by her, and I couldn't
一瞬で引きつけられ、目が離せなくなった。

こんなに第一印象で、人に引きつけられたのは始めてかもしれん。

そこから就活が忙しくなったので、正直じっくり考えてる余裕はなかった。
でも頭のどこかにその子が残ってたんだと思う。


就活を終えて、余裕が出てきた。


『次もしどこかで会えたら、それがラストチャンスだな。』


って思ってた。



そんなとき、友達がラストチャンスをくれた。

来月の頭、その子に会えるかもしれない。


今、俺が頑張る原動力はその子になってる。

『会ったときにいい風に思われたい』
『その子に釣り合う人になりたい』
『その子に尊敬されるような男になりたい』

こんなに引きつけられたのは、見た目がむっちゃ可愛かったってのもあるけど・・

それだけじゃない。


その子に初めて会ったのは就活の模擬面接。
その子が面接される役の時、こんな質問が出た。


「あなたにとって仕事とはなんですか?」


その子は間髪入れずにこう答えた。


「自分の働きで人を幸せにするだけではなく、自分自身も幸せになれるものが私にとっての仕事です。」


正直、本当にこう言ってたか自信がない。
逆だったかもしれない。

ちゃんと聞いてなかったわけじゃない。

そのくらいその子の目に引きつけられてた。



まぁ、結局何が言いたいかと言うと・・

なんだかんだ言って、男が頑張る理由は『女の子に好かれたい』って思いなんだろうなっていう・・・


かなり浅はかな日記でした♪


さぁ、明日も頑張るぞー。
時間がねぇんだよ、俺には。
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Today's "How do you like wednesday?" is probably "Sikoku 88 places 3".

Eventually, I decided to study "Denken-3shu".


My university senior said
"It is different that you must do in each section, but you shoul study Denki-kairo.".


I will apply for "Denken-3shu" at the internet right away♪
It will be held on September 6th...

I bought a study aid for "Theory".


I will pass it if I study a little♪

I must study "Electric power","Machine"and"Regulation" if I finish "Theory"...
I will study English, too.


Recently, I can write OPP_BLOG. faster than before.
I think that I have progressed in English.

I want to improve myself.

Now, I will study until the time that start "How do you like wednesday?".

Kumamoto has a lot of beautiful women.

I went to a part-time job that speak about experience of my job hunting because I was introduced it by my friend.


Participants of the part-time job were 4 people.

We were asked...

for example,
"When did you start job hunting?",
"When did you go any seminor? and How many times did you go those??"and
"Please tell me some impressive interviews.".

I was asked ordinary questions.

Because I was said by may friend only that
"I was requested a part-time job by university, will you also do?",
I thought
"I need not prepare it as all that because It will be held at university"...

I should prepare it more.....

I was speaking while I was recollecting all the time.
It was held at a respectable office.
I'm so sorry that I took 3,000(three thousand) yen.



I think that...

The girls are wonderful!!

A girl got some job from almost power company in Japan and
other girl got 4 job from major electrical company and so on.


What is these girls...


Actually, They are so flexible and good speaker!
And so pretty♪


That makes me depressed...


I felt me so tiny.

And they are active.
I was overwhelming because my friend is so active ,too.

3 people seemed to have perfect confidence.

Because I have got a job, I was puffed up with pride...


It is too bad!!
I will repeat the same failure if I joined a company!!
I will bright up!!




It was incentive day today.

I must get stimulus by speaking some people, not only achieving the goal that I decided before.


Now, I will study English of today's norm and sleep right away!!

My student life is only 10 months.

I will bright as best I can.

I like "Hiro Kunimi" in the H2.

I am reading H2 that I don't know why they are in my laboratory.


Umm...
It's a wonderful work♪

I like sense of the conversation, but I don't know why I like it...
I want to fall in love when I am reading it.


I like the relationship between 4 people...

I am impatient the relationship but I like it!!


Actually, I haven't read a book that had been written by "Mitsuru Adachi" so much...

I read "CLOSE-GAME" that was written by "Mitsuru Adachi" a little.....



I often hear that
『The work that was drawn by "Mitsuru Adachi" tire me because they have the same illustration and story.』.

But...

I don't think so...

It may be ridiculous that I say so♪


Ah...I want to meet a girl like "Haruka Koga"...

I want to meet the girl.....

I will have a TOEIC test in three days...

To spend usefully my student life for 11 months, I set up some goal.




●The one:I will get more than score 600 in the TOEIC test.

Because I go to the English conversation class...
I want to TOEIC score that I can use it as qualification♪
Because my university senior said me
「You should study English first.」


●The second:I will advance my study in university laboratory.

I will continue my graduation thesis♪
My laboratory professor said me
「I leave you whether you will study or you won't study...
But...
My parents paid school expenses, and I want to do something that I can't do if I don't go to the universuty.

They are present goal for the time being...

①I will carry out making a ciphering circuit that I composed it in my graduation thesis by FPGA board.
I want to compose my circuit by FPGA board because I was even only simulate by shape of wave in my graduation thesis!
I hope to be useful for my future because I want to be the job of the circuit design.
I should understand making a circuit by FPGA board first!!

②I will cipher texts or images practically and confirm that they are ciphered.
I want to cipher texts or images practically because I was even only ciphered 2 value progression in my graduate thesis.
Maybe, it will succeed taht texts change unknown text and images change like sandstorm.
I should program that change texts and images to 2 value progression by C!!


●The third:I will get some qualifications.

I want to get a qualification that is concerned electrical systems not only TOEIC!
It is more good to be concerned circuit design.

At present, I think that I will get 『DENKEN-3SHU』 and 『primary systems administrator』.

『DENKEN-3SHU』 is suit to review electrical subject.
『primary system administrator』 is suit to learn the knowledge of PC.



This term is last free time that my parents gave me...
I will challeng something more greedily!!

Truthfully, I spent lengthy in May.
I'm sorry for my grandmother, father and mother...
I work hard!!

I didn't think that 『It is nothing to do』 is boring...

Now, I work hard.